I’m noticing two problems with my thinking.

One is those whom which I compare myself to. 

The other is the fact that I’m comparing myself to others at all. 

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  • 3 days ago

give me something to read into

let me place myself into hypothetical situations

let me imagine i’ve made a lasting impression.

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misanclrist:

hmu if u wanna date a piece of shit

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I’d embrace the impact

Strapped, careening forward. 

And all the pangs and dents it came with,

if I even made it.

That is if it meant that we’d be the ones picking up the pieces, together. 

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  • 6 days ago

Caron Butler fist bumps Caron Butler

He is a mentor in the past, present, and/or future all while breaking physics, but keeping the space-time continuum in order. 

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So am I feigning eloquence? The inverse is just as plausible a theory. I suppose it depends on my surroundings. While the non-organic certainly may have one, the capacity to judge and interpret my vernacular seems to have more of an effect on which adjustments I do or do not make. 

My perceptions of how others perceive me cause just as many adjustments as the clear and explicit feedback I receive, if not more.

I am vain, I want to be liked, I want to be memorable.

I feel I am not sometimes. Others, the opposite.

Knowing oneself is a never-ending journey of reflexivity, does that make it pointless or all the more important to try?

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Whether my fears are fraudulent or confirmed, they’re there. And I can’t drown my own voice out, I’ve not yet found how. Consciousness is a trap, but when it escapes we simply and literally have lost time. We’ve at least lost the experience of time; if we’re not experiencing something we once were, has it not been taken (whether by our own volition or not)?

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"Hating you won’t make you suck any less"

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Fucky dreams (not fucking dreams)

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  • 3 weeks ago

Vultures, I’ll tell ya.
They’re fucking great.
When you meant to waive
the waste they’ve preyed, anyway.

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Get Hurt

The Gaslight Anthem
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Rollin' and Tumblin'

The Gaslight Anthem
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